ignore me – fearlessstateofmind backup

I seem to be having an evening where I’ve thought about all the stuff I have to do, then panicked about not having enought time to do it in and now I’m not doing any of it cause I’m too worked up and that’s really not helping cause I need to do the things and that’s the source of the panicking in the first place…urgh

well so I’m back again, we have had to cut our holliday short as my grandpa’s gone into hospital.

He’s got pneumonia and is currently in intensive care and we don’t know what’s going to happen (his general health before was quite good, but he’s also in his mid 80s??) and everyone was away as my mums sister was on holliday as well in america so its taken us ages to reach him (but the people at eurotunnel were really helpful)

so for now I’m going through everyones tumblrs and looking at all the photos eddie and jemma have taken to cheer myself up and take my mind off stuff while we wait to see what happens

I want to do travelling of some sort (next summer probably cuse time to do it in) but I don’t want to go by myself and I’m pretty sure everyone I know is too broke to do it (I might be too)